I’ve been mentally beaten up, emotionally broken down. One of the hardest things I’ve probably ever done was walk away, and never looked back. I’ve been played, cheated on, lied too and I let it happen more than once. I’ve put more time into other people than I did myself-I didn’t know what “being first” ever meant. I use to be co depended and I was never self sufficient. I use to hate what who I saw in the mirror. I’ve hit rock bottom before and it was once my permanent home. But through maturity, and growth I’ve out grown all of those things and I can confidently say that nothing can ever hold me down. Being able to love myself, and find strength during my weakest times most definitely was beneficiary for me and my life in the long run.